Planning to make blog as my dairy...=)

Hm...Lets see...

Venue: Home
Time: 3.37am
Mood: Tired + Bored + Missing him

These days been thinking of making blog as dairy liddat.
I remember i used to write it when i was in primary school.
I oso dunno when i stop...
Kek kek kek...aiya anyway...

So sian now nothing to do.
So see wad i think of now, in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.

Him.

Hais...Feel like as though im fated to be single in my life.
Probably cos my frens all either in relationship, or past relationship.
I used to have one too, but is in maple story.
is that counted? haha dunno... =X

I tried all ways. Organise outing, sms him, talk to him when we met, sit beside him, smiles to myself... ~^u^~
but nonetheless, no positive result leh.

This once when i cud have 30mins just only me n him.
But its after an event, thus he seemed tired.
In the end i suggested just buy something simple to eat.
(During event, skipped lunch cos not hungry.)
So took mrt. and i started all kinds of topics.
and i really mean all. i prompt him by requesting him to start topic. noe wad he say?
'aiya since we standing lets just be quiet and sleep lor'.
but dun worry he not speaking in a gui lan way.

but i will never forget that day.
question is: if u r me, will u spend the 30mins with him though he looks tired?

=)

Story of blue nose bear.

The oldest smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down.
All the things that once made the house nice and cosy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden, from the soft springy bed the owners slept in, to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on… and even, surely by some mistake, a little brown teddy bear.

He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things, and couldn’t move.
Then one day… a very, very cold day, something fell from the sky,… a little snowflake.
It landed on the teddy bear’s little nose and was then followed by many more.
He began to get very cold, very cold indeed. More and more snow fell, heavier and heavier.
The little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue… so cold that his brown fur started turning grey.
He was cold, unloved and all alone in the world and felt very, very sad.

Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer.
One beautiful spring day, a little girl was playing near the old house, when she spotted the grey bear in the pile of unwanted things.
He was like no other bear she had ever seen, and she pulled him out from where he was trapped.
She dusted him down and lifted him high in the sky to look at him.

˝A grey teddy bear… with a blue nose?˝ she thought, ˝How strange!˝
The teddy bear wanted to cry. He thought she didn’t like him and would throw him back with the other unwanted things.
˝But he’s lovely!˝ she continued, and she fell completely in love with him.
She ran home as fast as her little legs would carry her, to see if her grandma could patch him up, as a lot of his stuffing had fallen out, and he was very much in need of repair.
She looked on as her grandmother replaced his stuffing and patched up his holes.
His stitches had started showing where the fur had worn away, but the little girl thought he looked perfect.

It was all cosy and warm in the little girl’s house and the bear now felt cosy and warm in his heart.
However, his nose was still blue and his fur was still grey, and they would never return to brown.
He was unique amongst teddy bears. The little girl gave him a great big hug.
She loved him more than anything else in the world… her little, grey, blue nosed teddy.

This story made me cried alot...
Poor little teddy bear...
*Sniff sniff...*

*http://rockstar.blog.siol.net/2008/12/06/a-grey-bear-with-a-blue-nose/*

Sweet solemnisation~

Last Sunday, 20th of sep, Hari raya, my sister and I went to attend her friend's ROM(Registration Of Marriage) ceremony, or called as solemnisation.

I listened to the vow that they repeated after the solemnisor.

The very first sentence they said is, 'I, (Bride/Groom), take you (Groom/Bride), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.'

Its like...so sweet lor...
Haha...from the show 'fated to love you' it said that ur love is pre-destined.
Somehow, yup, i agree to that.
Just that i dunno when i will see my love...
Hee...

So i took a few pics there.

Yupps...My sister and me =D

Haha...Zi Lian Kuang again!!

My sista!!! Dunno how to take her photo to make her nice...

Hope this angle she likes it...=D

Thats right!
The star for the afternoon!!!
Groom - Jimmy, Bride - Jennifer

Sweet luh...=D

My sista wanna take photo with the fountain.
so i take lor...
=X

Realise that im walking one round with the entrance!!!

Its like so fun since i last walked this kind of door lor!!!

Yup, she jus wanna show that we went to...
THE FULLERTON HOTEL!!!
wa...guii leh...
but its so sweet to have rom inside this hotel...
i feel its worth the money la...
dont u guys think??
=D

18 chef's. Nice restaurant!

On thursday, 17th of sep, I went to eighteen chiefs at Tiong Bahru with Angie Lee.
As always the waiters, waitress and chefs there are all very nice...
Haha...But still hor...
I still rather night shift people than afternoon shift leh...=X
Cos night shift people much much much much much...X10
Nicer =D

The time that I took photo with Hafiq, one of the waiters, is about 6.30pm liddat la...
Haha we seen each other 3 times liao lor...1st time with sis den 2nd and 3rd time with Angie Lee.
Very nice of him to give me and Angie a choco ice-cream secretly wor...
But of cos he explained that he has limits la...XD

Yupps!!! Thats me and Hafiq!!!

Then I nothing to do I took a pic of myself. Again... XD

Thats him and Angie lor!!
I wan take photo with him, den after awhile he say he wan take photo with angie...

Anyway, just wanna recommend 18 chef's to everyone ne!!!

they specialised in cheese-baked rice and pasta... Oishii ne...XD

*JASMINE TEO! DON'T LET ENVIOUSNESS GET OVER YOU.*

Bored leh...

Few days have passed since the National Kyorugi Championships...
Went back school on monday, tuesday and thursday...
Mon - Bio
Tues - Bio, Chem
Thurs - Geog
So right now on the friday, was 'eating snake' at home...
Haha but no la...After washing up Wobbie and Wobbly(my turtles), I gonna go study my Social Studies and Geography le...

Tomorrow Sat n Sun I had to go out too.
Sat night had to go market, sunday morning go tkd monthly meeting den night go market.
I go market is to help out my parent's stall lor...=)
Sian...So sian now...

*I still miss you...I still love you...But I will not tell you...Because I don't to be hurt by you...*

*Just like in the past when I'm normally hurt by the guy I like after knowing I like him.*
*He would just either totally try his best to avoid me, or talk lesser words with me.*
*I don't want to be hurt like this again, therefore, I shall keep my mouth shut.*

*Loving you silently is better than being ignored by you after you know I love you.*

My heart was filled with happiness...(Part 2)

Ok its called the National championships, but its for sparring again!!!

Yeah!!! But today not referee cos its its 18 n above to compete.

Guess would be kinda scary ba??...X(
Go there to help out...

help out wad?? i dunno...just...help out lor =X

ya finish liao den whole day staring at humans fighting each other...

stare into space awhile...

den stare at how the referees do their job =)

can learn la...ha ha...

Thats right, the spectators...

And the referees...Ya very few.

Reason? maybe some went for break lor...

And the players!!!

I mean...The participants...

Got quite alot of people join...

Was enjoying there lor =)

Cos nothing to do wad...den take photo of people whom i noe~

Yup thats Ze Lin...de back =X

Thats GERALD. Asshole...u lie to me say ur name is chin hui!!!

aiya nvm haha...

Li Xuan was there too but no chance take photo of him??

So... ya thats what im doin there lor...

Spacing out...=X

*~^u^~*

My heart was filled with happiness...

Thursday, September 3, 3.51pm.
My 2nd outing in my sec 5 days...
It's after the chinese's prelims and me, sheryl and yue ying waiting for her dear, chee kiat, to go vivo.
We were at the bus stop chatting and joking...haha...
This is so much better than the first outing...

We took this photo at the sky garden of vivo, 3.51pm...

Then today, is the National Taekwondo Championships.
which also means...I GOT TO BE REFEREE!!!
oh gosh!!! im so nervous!!! TToTT!!!
Ok nvm...relax relax relax...as i telling myself...=X

Go down staircase to be prepared to go in court. Slightly cold hand.
After bowing and sit down to do scoring. Cold hand.
My turn to be referee!!! Totally nervous la!!!
But as i do referee-ing, my hand warm up slowly.

After end of everything, i find doing referee kinda fun ^^
End of everything as in finish being referee la.
So went back up stairs to talk to Ze Lin and Chin Hui(Dunno real or fake name, knowing i am known as good to lie -_-''').
Den we talk talk talk...So i den suggest we take a photo.
Reason cos we dun meet each other much ma...Den wan keep as TKD memory haha...

Then i took this photo with Ze Lin lor!! (Ask some one help us take lor...)
Haha can't blame him for doing this kind of face...
Cos he already dun wan liao...Then i pls him n Chin Hui many times wan...
Chin hui ran away!!! X(!!
So i continue to pls Ze Lin lor...He agreed. but only have the smile for 1 second.
Aiya nvm la...So i jus took this photo with him lor!

Anyway was having quite much fun today la...
Tomorrow going for there again...
But as helper, not referee. Reason??
Cos tomorrow its 18yrs n above to fight...
Of course im kinda scared la!!
But...Aiya i still think its better dun be referee tomorrow...
Later kana kicked...=X

Ok anyway good night la creatures with 4 limbs...
I going to sleep liao otherwise cant wake up...
O yasumi nasai!!! (Good night!!!)