Diary 46.

Dear diary,

Right now, thx to Sophia's permission, I am using her brother's laptop.

Damn sian.

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Probably tomorrow or thursday, Sophia perhaps upload pics in FB den i will post some pics here too.

Later going to BBQ le...

For the first time in chalet, i actually tot of going home...

Stupid ZL, go FYL.

Not replying?? Sua.

FORGET IT.

Jasmine

Diary 45.

Dear diary,

OH F***. TIRED TIRED AND TIRED.

GONNA BE SHORT.

NEXT 2 NIGHTS WONT BE AT HOME COS GOIN SOPHIA'S 18TH BD CHALET..

YA THATS ALL.

FINISHED BACKING, PLURKING N FACEBOOKING.

BYE.

PS, FIONN, I BRINGING MY HWK TOO SO PLS DUN SAY I LAZY UH...

NITE PEOPLE.

*Snoring*

Jasmine

Diary 44.

Dear diary,

Today busy la so i shorten the events ah.

MORNING: went Tampines at 11am till 12.30pm to make hearts origami for SJAB.

AFTERNOON: find Fionn for tuition for 'O' levels at Boon Lay, 2pm.

NIGHT: Went shopping and play pool with Angie, Sophia and Choy Pheng.

As you see below, these are just some pics taken from Sophia's album in FB...

Haha copyright lor... =X

The rest is in her that album! ^^

How the bar looks like... It keeps changing colours!

Yep, me pooling! Damn it la, wrong dress code... =_=

Sophia pooling! Sexy eh, her cleavage... XD

Choy Pheng, the pro among us 4, most experienced with pool!

Yea, u've guessed it. Siao eh, Angie Lee.

We truthfully had loads of fun!

I got so tired ne... Morning wake up, den now so hardworking blogging here!

While playing, I asked Angie 'Do you think ZL will like this place?'

Her expression is more of negative...

Well, its true though, since his a 'guai kia'.

As in, those 'after-school-go-home-do-homework' kid...

I felt as if me and ZL, we both lives in completely 2 different worlds.

I love loud music, he don't.

I am a night person, he is a morning person.

I am lazy, he is productive.

I am not good in academic, he is the opposite.

I love taking photos, he don't.

I am more of a 'bad-girl', he is more of a 'good-boy'.

I kinda waste time, he uses all as precious time.

My phone mostly not silent mode, his is forever silent mode.

His like from Heaven, and i'm from Hell.

Wad bloody hell nonsense is this.

Yesterday we had a conversation again...

But as you know, its either about his school work or activity, nothing personal.

Bullshit.

Jasmine

Diary 43.

Dear diary,

Tomorrow I had 3 things to do~~~

OMG so busy!!

1st: 10am at Tampines 1 for St. John's Origami Piecing!

2nd: 1pm at Boon Lay for tuition with Fionn!!

3rd: Meet Angie and Sophia to accompany them buy summer dress for our future picnic!

I was playing facebook, then went to youtube to watch Sailor Moon.

Suddenly I got a message...

'Hey don be so angry usually i don check my phone cause forever in silence mode which is very convenient cause most of the time i have to put in silence mode i will reply some time cause i felt the vibration.

Today is my phone battery flat so don know. Btw the presentation ok lo not really good but not all that bad' 26-Jun-2010, 1:56am

Its ZL...

My heart was like skipping 2 beats...

I felt happy that he replied, I got speechless for awhile...

So I replied,

'Haha thats good... Nah, didnt angry.. But was very happy to see your name who is the 1 who sms me..

So now waitin for result or new project? So late haven sleep?' 26-Jun-2010, 1.59am

...ZL, did you get the hint?...

I waited for awhile and there is no reply...

I guessed he had slept...

*Smile*

Jasmine

Diary 42.

Dear diary,

You know you have been listening to 'Hoshizora no waltz' right?

English, its called 'Waltz of the starry night'.

Although it sounds sweet, when you translate to English, its actually a sad song...

This is taken from the ending song of this anime called 'Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien'.

Below is the english translation...

The loneliness of parting
Remains with me long after
Though we may meet again tomorrow
I do not want to leave you now

The joy I feel when you hold me gently
I want to hold onto it forever

With the midsummer constellations shining on us
We quietly recite the words
I will teach you the secret words
Let's cast a spell together

Walking along the road we always take home
I cannot let go of your hand
I want to stay this way
But time keeps passing by

There is only one dream I see in the night sky
I want to become your star, someday

Looking into your gentle eyes
My tears overflow somehow
And I truly know the meaning of pain
...I love you

With the midsummer constellations shining on us
We pray silently:
May we be together
With true feelings, always

Lalala lalala lalala lalalalala

Within our hearts
Light is given life

So... do you think its sad...

It suits more for a couple, i know but...

I really love this song...

ZL...

Jasmine

Diary 41.

Dear diary,

I was more obedient today and studied for... hm...
Around till the moon appears??
I didn't see how long I studied lol.

Also, by looking at you, you look great in this new outfit!!
Sweet & Pink! Totally lovable haha...

Hm... Diary... ZL's MSN is like just for fun??
Therefore I said everything about my feelings to him in MSN...
When I first like him...
When I like him even more...
When I didn't like him...
Everything...
Now I felt quite confused...
Should I be looking forward to him signing in the MSN, or not?
I don't know...

In my mind, I sometimes get reminded of the 10mins, just the 2 of us, walk.
I know this is over, but I just thought of many things to say!!
Shoot.
Forget it... Let bygone be bygones...
Every month I look forward to see him...
Even though most probably he won't turn up, because of his school work.
I guess maybe this friday I will SMS him again?
Hope he is managing everything smoothly and not over stress...

Still in a crush with you ZL.

(PLEASE DON'T TURN OUT TO BE A GAY!! I WILL FAINT!)

Jasmine

Diary 40.

Dear diary,

Hm... Its Tuesday morning now i suppose? 3.14am...

Anyway, 3 nights ago, it was the Singapore Taekwondo Federation's Dinner and Dance!

Took a few interesting pictures!

When we going in~

chatting away~

cover on goody bag

me referee-ing kana captured! omg!

haha!!

Was a very wonderful night!!! WEE~~

Awaiting for next year's!

Jasmine

Diary 39.

Dear diary,

Yesterday, another one of my terrapins died.

2 died this week.

1 died last week or so...

I took away the lives of 3 baby terrapins in my hands.

How could I...

Jasmine

Diary 38.

Dear diary,

Yo! Long time no see. =X

PS ah, cos lazy to type ma haha...

Anyway i had replaced another song, hope you love it??

Its from the movie called 'The princess and the frog'!

Its a very wonderful. musical and touching movie...

Naturally already in love with Disney Princess, I knew this movie WILL NOT disappoint me!

Btw, this coming Saturday night is the Singapore Taekwondo Federation's Dinner and Dance!!

I'm sooooo nervous!! Worse is...

Sir David said to wear smart casual, die le lor.

My dress so casual...

Heng Mdm Tammy said just wear like go wedding haha...

Hope it will be a wonderful night!!

Tomorrow going to Tiong buy Liese's products??

1 is wad liquid thing that helps kills frizzy hair.

2 is the cube wax, number 5!

Gonna try a hairstyle tomorrow night as another family dinner!!

Its cos tmr my papa's birthday!!!

(Seemed like he gonna buy the ring tomorrow too!)

Singing:

Your the best thing I never knew I needed, so when you were here, I had no idea...

Your the best thing I never knew I needed, so now its so clear, I need you here...

Oh yeah...

Jasmine