Happy chinese new year!!!

This post i mostly put pics lor haha...too much things to type...=X
This is Chu Xi's pictures...=)
Enjoy!!!

Alright, now below are Chu Er's pictures...
Went K box with relatives first then go house...=D

Happy new year everyone!!! ^^

Archery is my new hobby??? =D

I'm gonna change my style of typing for my blog liao.
Everytime type so long my hand also tired wan haha...
Wanna change to some typing which is erm...more convenient??
Aiya anything la...Wan type den jus type...Don't wan den dun wan lor haha...=)

Anyway, dunno which friday went out with big bro and sis.

But at first went mg with angie haha...go slack slack slack...=X

about like 6pm liddat leave there...so big bro and me went to city hall mrt

but on the way there, saw this really beautiful sky...

so decided to take it down haha...=)...i mean take photo of it...=D

so free shuttle bus came, went to suntec city to go carrefore shop...

Hope bo spell wrong for the carrefore...=X

but before that me and him jus walk walk walk walk walk...zzz

went to...i think its 4th floor...

walk walk den saw the place for playing archery...=)

i once played before. that time was some kind of fun fair.

got balloon in center then that time i got a bull's eye!!! ~^o^~

so this time i wanna get back my skills...

its 4.50 for 12 arrows so tot its not that expensive...

now preparing to shoot...

And the arrow goes!!!

hm...result wasn't that good la haha...

the score is like 2,4,6,8 and 10

i got only one is 10 which is yellow spot.

but not bull's eye la haha...

Was thinking about asking both mg and tkd people come play too...

mg people still...i think some of them may wan la haha...

but for tkd people...i dun think they wan...=(

maybe i will ask mg people one day...

after that went carrefore to shop shop shop after sis came.

we took taxi home as we bought too much items...=X

oh ya!!! i took photo of me and my 2nd brother le haha...

stupid asshole...should look at the camera...not me!!!

haha anyway he is a very good brother...sometimes irritate me though...=

after that went to bath and sleep liao...

anyway also not very sure what i do totally on that day...

but really enjoyed the archery!!! ^^

Missing you and Music Garage...Hee hee =D

Before recess, went to ask F if he had came to see my blog.
'Who wants to see your blog sia?!...'
I was like...I'm just asking you once in a normal tone.
What did I do to you to deserve that tone of yours man??
I know you are in bad mood la but can just reply no what...
Why say such harsh words???...=(
Ok nevermind...Forget it.
After recess is D&T...Hais...Have not come up with an idea yet...So stressed out.
After D&T liao on the way back class, saw the mediacorp and don't forget the lyrics van.

Thats weird...Means got artiste come out school film uh??
Haha so wasn't that interested so went back class quickly...(Late liao...=X)
After school liao at 2pm, heard Pei Qi, Sinead and Leon very excited.
They say what Rui En and other artiste there...RUI EN?!?!
Ok...that got me excited too haha...So I chiong to the canteen and Rui En was there rehearsing.
With one guy. But I don't know him...Heard from Leon he also is an artiste.
So was there watching Rui En and him acting lor...Took a few pictures haha...



Then, Lin Mei Jiao (hope bo spell wrong...=X) came along...
Decided to take her photo...
Good bo realise...=)

Opps!!!Got caught!!!
After this photo she look at me smiling and like shaking the 2nd finger giving the 'you ah...' de face...kek kek kek... ~^u^~

The hardworking crews...=)

Actually wanna find Rui En and take photo with her...But she's too busy...Hais...

At least can see her in person is very good enough le haha...

She is so pretty!!! Just like a model...Kek kek kek...

Went home at 3pm and slack lor...Later at night go Taekwondo...

But still, I do miss him and Music Garage lor haha...

Wish I can make it to MG asap...If nothing interrupts my schedule.

Kek kek...practice dance time liao...See ya guys!!!

I miss you...=)

Is my illness coming back??Hope not...=|

Been to school normally today.
But my mood seemed to change after chemistry class.
Was on the way back class...Then...
Behind F was shouting, 'Hey Racheal, wait for me leh!!!'
I was like...there isn't anyone call Racheal in our class...
Right now, i'm wondering if F came to see my blog and now wanna make fun of me by creating a fucking fake friend.
Think will ask him tomorrow...Damn it...
3rd last period onwards is English...A paper was passing around.
The paper is about the grouping of 3 to make a geography project...
That time after Mr Chong said, 'Groups of 3' and bla bla bla...
My mind went totally blank...I don't know who to find...
The paper passed around was about the grouping...
Everyone already had a group of 3...I didn't know who to ask to be together...
The 3 of them had already became a group...
I really don't know who to join...
When I saw this paper I start feeling stressed...Tensed...Worried...Speechless...
Then, Leng Chye asked me, 'Jasmine, so you got a group already??'
I shake my head...Then he carried on doing his things...
What should I do??? Should I go tell Mr Chong I have no group to join???
I'm so stressed now...Besides, my DNT have not come up with an idea yet...
Damn it...It's going to be Febraury soon...Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!
I'm so stressed...Serene can't help me too...What should I do?...
Just now in class I really felt like screaming out loud...But I did not...
My school life sucks...Does coming back to Sec 5 a bad choice for me??...=(
Is my illness coming back?? Hope not...=(

Really sianzzz...Today.

Went to meet Angie at 12 noon to have lunch together...
Ate until about...1pm ba ya...haha =)
Then my shoe front came off again so I bent down to 'fix' it back...
Then, Angie pointed out saying, 'Hey Leslie leh!!!'
I gave the 'ya right...' look to Angie...=X
Then she said, 'Really!!!You ownselve see la!'
So I looked up and out of Long John Silver and really saw him wearing a black shirt.
Haha I thought it was fake...
Then we finished eating so went up to Music Garage and slack awhile...
Started dance class at 2.30pm and ended at 4.30pm.
Learnt about 2 sets of 8 de new dance steps...But was really enjoying ~^u^~
At 4.45pm went to check my phone...Got a missed call from home.
I called back but they say they didn't call so I called my sister.
Who knows she wants me to replace her to go market help out...Last minute. >:(
My mood got quite unpleasant so went to chill...
Was lying on the long long bench, eyes closed.
Suddenly, Leslie's hand touched my forehead.
Then, he asked if i'm sick. But I wasn't...Was in bad mood. I told him.
Shi Fu looked slightly worried too.
Told them what happen then they went back MG...
After chilling there, I decided to o Jacuzzi after going MG to sit around.
Then, saw Leslie and Shi Fu sun tanning near the Jacuzzi.
Don't wanna disturb them so bo call them.
But instead he called me. Told them I wanna go walk around...
Hais...so sat down on the bench near the Jacuzzi.
Was looking forward to swimming...Who knows I have to go market...
And can't go watch movie with them...='(
If i'm not wrong, I think they are trying to cheer me up.
They did something silly and ya...Made me laugh...But only lasted awhile.
Anyway, if you guys are really trying to cheer me up or something, thanks alot...=)
In order to calm my anger, I tried dancing...But still can't...:(
Then time past and they finished bathing liao.
We 3 went back MG but halfway they saw Guo Xiong and Jae so they stop to talk.
I continued walking...As it was time to go market le...Trying not to be late?I guess...
Said bye to everyone after taking my bag and they then came in...-_-'''
So Angie and Janice accompany me to the lift then I alone le...
Reached market at about 7.15pm and help out till about 9.45pm...
Was bad mood all the way as I wasn't allowed to go watch Chi Bi 2 with MG...
But I can understand as it was very late after watching and I may have no energy tomorrow.
So got home at 10pm and my sister don't seem pleasant too.
She said to me after I bathed, 'Next time you busy don't say you free can??'
So ya...I kept quiet lor.
But now we are ok liao le la...
Nothing to do then I took this picture with a hair band on my head...~^u^~

Kek kek...I act cute only...
Anyway tired liao...Good night people!!! ~^o^~

Taekwondo 16th Graduation dinner

Saturday again, so early morning went to taekwondo at 9.30am and teach those cuties at Tanjong Katong Primary School.
After that went home and slacked about 1.5hours...Very tired...Yawn...
Ok...3.09pm liao. Go bathing and bla bla bla...

So wore something like this...

Took this picture yesterday.

So faster left and reached 5pm at Choa Chu Kang Sports Complex.

Was first to reach so...Ya was slightly bored and lonely so took a pic haha...

Had great food at the dinner but didn't eat full cos some food bo eat...=X

Finally near the end of the dinner all of us took a group photo...

SPOT ME!!!!! (My sister spotted me in a second...-_-''')

Felt really weird there...

Wasn't really used to wearing so formally...

So felt really awkward there...=X

Got home at 10.10pm...But on the way back...

Asked Angie if she is at Music Garage but too bad she wasn't there haha...

Otherwise I would go there...

Yea!!!Tomorrow dance lesson at Music Garage hee hee...

GONNA SWIM THERE TOO!!!WOOHOO!!!

One of my wish coming true haha...=D

Looking forward to tomorrow!!! ~^o^~

My imaginary friend in school - Serene

Being lonely in school...I shouldn't be sad about it.
But I don't think I can anymore...I'm feeling so lonely...
Been thinking about creating one imaginary friend to talk to.
But I don't want others to think i'm having depression.
Maybe Serene is the lonely side of me?
It's not my friends's fault as they didn't have anything to talk to me too.
Must be me just wanting to have a good friend to chat with, play, laugh and cry together with.
Right now I think i'm being self-minded...
But...I seriously feel lonely in school...
Morning assembly - Sit alone
During recess - Just follow them
Finish School - Go home
No matter how close I followed them, tried to talk to them and asking questions...
In the end, i'm still left out...
What should I talk to them?...What can I do to just talk to them as great friends and being close?
But If i'm talking to Serene, i'm just talking to myself as I can't see ghost or soul or whatever shit
Hais...Serene...We'll be great friends in school ya?...(Talking to myself)
Do appear when I wanted to talk to you ok?But I won't be able to see you...
Hope you won't mind...=)

Pain muscles...But my heart is even more pain...

Went for hip hop class at the new place...Central at Clarke Quay!!!
It was so....Woah over there...Kek kek kek...
But still, I do miss the times at Bugis's Music Garage there too...=)
During stretching for dance, I actually did one exercise which I always can't do!!!
Really surprises me alot...I thought I won't be able to do it at all haha...
Was it cos' his there when I did it? Haha...don't think so...=X
After dance do homework...zzz...Boring part. Nothing to say.
Ok then went slacking lor...Thought of going to swimming pool lie down and slack...
But on the way there Shi Fu asked me to go see if Leslie is ok cos' his still sick...=(
Said ok so went to Jacuzzi find him...He wa lying there looking very tired.
Of course see le damn heart breaking de ma...Really hope he gets well soon...
So was there accompanying him but wishing him secretly to get well soon lor...=(
Then, we went back MG le slack awhile then went to Lynn's dad wake...
Felt ok at first but after offering a joss stick...Suddenly...
Felt so heavy hearted...I don't know why...O_O...
After about 5 minutes I was really cold...
So...Er...ok never mind. There's nothing to say...
I seemed to have heard A said something I don't wish to hear...=(
Went home with Angie by cab...
Then, wishes he gets well soon...
Hey Lynn, I hope you are ok...=)

Get well soon and take good care...~^u^~

Heard from him he is still sick and can't make it there...

So I went to call him immediately...Again...=X

But got into his voice mail box...If i'm not wrong its called voice mail right??...O_o...

Was worried but I still continue doing the things i'm doing...

Then after about 1 hour or something liddat, he called back...

Was really glad haha...But sad too cos' his sick...

In the phone call I heard him coughing...Hais...

To think I thought he is just copy cat me...But he really is sick...

Cos I said I had sore throat and runny nose and he previously said he has too same as me...

Thought its fake...Sorry...I didn't know you are really sick...

Get well soon ya?Go see a doctor if you are still feverish...Don't just rely on panadol...

As I left MG at 6pm, I went home and brought my Papa and mummy to Chinatown.

Met my big brother there first then we walk shop and other shit...(Bored...=X)
Ate KFC as dinner...Surprisingly,first time ate the chicken without 90% of skin!!!
Gave some to my bro as he wants...Still advises he don't eat it...
This is the prove...See the photo...=D

Then, about after 9.30pm my sister reached and met us too...Took a few pictures haha...^^

See my good camera skill with this photo...Below!!!^^

Saw everyone...Not bad right??haha...Big bro sit other seat so he not in photo...

This isn't really my family outing...Cos' lack of my 2nd brother...

Haha miss him lor...He in NS now...=D

If have chane I take photo with him then you guys see how he looks like...=)

By the way...Get well soon!!! ~^u^~...

Must learn to accept it...

It has been 4 days ever since he told me that...
Yet I still remember every single words that came out of his mouth that night...
Just how long more must I then stop being sad already???
Looks like I still need sometime eh?...
Yesterday night at Taekwondo, I wasn't feeling well already...
But no choice but have to shout at the students as they were not paying attention...
In the end, I almost lost my voice but now still have la...
Just don't feel like talking as my throat still hurts...
Especially everyone morning when I woke up my throat is so sore that when speaking it hurts...
Now is sightly better le la...
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...
...
I really don't wish to know it at all...
He shouldn't have told me...
But I know his intention is not bad...He doesn't want to hurt me any longer...
Can somehow understand his difficulty...
By knowing this, I will still continue to...er...(Shy)
Continue to love you...
But we will still at least be friends right?Hee hee...
TO THOSE BASTARDS THAT AVOID ME WHEN YOU KNEW I LIKE YOU!...
YOU IDIOTS SHOULD GO TO HELL...
I CAN CHOP YOUR BODY TO PIECES AND FEED TO THE DOGS!!!
Eh no...TORTURE YOU FIRST THEN CHOP YOU!!!
GRR...Even if you know I like you also no need avoid me want what...Assholes...-_-'''
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When I knew the truth I just...
Don't feel like eating talking or doing anything...
But listen to Elva's Chong Dong...
Looks like I went overboard??...Now that i'm sick...
Cough cough...Sniff sniff...I don't feel well at all...
I must really learn to accept it...
We are just friends...Don't think about that night's conversation anymore...
But...I just can't do it...
I still need some time...=(

The truth.

Went for TKD in morning at 9.30am to 4pm cos there is centralised grading...

Then went home and slack first...

Met Angie coincidence in MRT...

Felt really happy at first when knew he going to meet us too...

Later then Shi Fu reached...

Then saw Jae and Michelle so we walk awhile...

Then bye bye liao den we go top floor...

Then Leslie reached.

So wait awhile more then Alvin reached.

Went to eat JustAcia again.

Then Amanda reached.

After eating went to walk walk...

Knew the truth he like only treats me as a friend so was holding my feelings...

Walk till Orchard...

Took this pic...

I really didnt want to know it at all...

Then Guo Xiong reached Orchard to meet us...

Was already 10.15pm.

Reached MG at 10.45pm.

So I went into the toilet...

Eyes started become watery...Reddish...Can't hold on anymore...

Was thinking back about happy memories with him...

It's not like he is leaving or what just that I really don't wish to know the truth...

But what happened has already happened I just have to accept it.

Really felt deeply hurt...

He is right anyway we only knew each other awhile and he also has someone he loves.

So ya...Should treat each other like friend...

Even till now I just pretending...He is my friend thats right...

Just be happy, Jasmine.