Saturday, February 21, 2009

No time...

These days totally no time for com at all...
Monday and Friday go help out my parents at the market.
Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday go Taekwondo.
Sunday is dance.
Resting day is just thursday and saturday lor...
lots of homeworks and tests coming up.
stress building up as O is coming...
so damn tired la.
But last friday and today,cos i no cca, going for roller skating class!
These pics were from last friday...
today bo take.
And these people with those 2 orange instructors so pro playing football...
while roller blading!!!

woo hoo...i did fell down la.
but today i fell slightly serious.
almost hurt my spine! =X
But was having lots of fun though hee hee...^^
'Must finish homework today...So tomorrow can stay till 1am...'
I kept telling myself this after getting home and starting to do homework.
But already writing one sentence, my eye lids felt so heavy.
My mind is puffing into white clouds.
All i see is zzzzz...
Felt asleep. -_-...
2pm woke up den mummy give me lunch.
Ate le sleep till 3pm.But got to bring mummy go bukit merah...
in the end my homework wasn't even done!!!
damn it...tomorrow the party i wanna stay till 1am...
hais...but...im really tired sia...
now typing letters by letters oso tired...
Hais...wanna get closer to mg people.
Dun wan jus 'eh...hi!' then 'ya bye bye!'
wad the fuck is this?!hais...mus talk to them more hee hee =D
btw, im still doing what i didnt wanna to...
hais...what should i do leh???...=(
The more i tried the more difficult it is for me. hais...
although yesterday was slightly sad cos didnt noe what to talk to him and other mg people.
they were all busy-ing so dun wanna disturb them.
but do feel kinda akward lor cos...week days go mg de is all artist or for unlimited class.
i go there is...nothing. hais...
kk go sleep liao...tired now...ZZZ

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

So disheartened...

Now still afternoon typing this post so nothing much to type cos' its not whole day...

After recess, it was my Design and Technology class.
At first, was really happy that I finally thought of a idea for the stupid theme!!!
Who knows??...When I talked to Mr Lim, he said my idea is quite lame.
Well, I can also understand as he explains why its lame.
One classmate laughed at him, 'Cher! You so straight forward sia...'
Then Mr Lim explained to me that he had to be straight forward so as not to waste time...
Ya its true la...
But...
After long time thought of a stupid idea is so difficult...
Hearing what he say really did disheartened me la...=(
Hais...Was really frowning for the one and half hour...
This is a important year to me...I can't keep being so stupid.
Fuck la...Wa lao...=(
After that, went back class for English lesson...
After half hour I fell asleep in class...Ms Quah didn't catch??
Anyway was really embarrassed even though she didn't see...
But...Was I being sensitive?
Why is L, P, E, S and S laughing???
What are they laughing?...Are they laughing at me??...I felt even more disheartened.
*Melody goes by*
That is the sound of saying the school has ended.
I was slightly happy cos' can go home sleep...haha.
But after packing my backs and stood up, everyone had a really happy smile on them.
'Hey, where you going later?'
'Wa wait for me leh...'
'Come on lets go!!'
These are the voices of my classmates...
They all had friends to go out with...I do have too but...There is nothing much between us.
Even if I go out with them, I will still be quiet as I had nothing to talk with them.
I really felt like asking one of them where are all of you guys going?
But, I didn't. I was afraid they would think i'm asking a stupid question.
In the end, my life went back the same.
After school, straight go back home...
Hais...I guess right now I will take a nap first before going Taekwondo at night.
Why does my life sucks so much??...='(