An expected rejection.

Deary diary,

It all started yesterday, exactly at 6.30pm, I was at Clarke Quey.

Me:

Did u realise we didnt talk at all today? Besides the 5 dollars thing..

Him:

No cause I don talk alot today

Me:

No is u talked to everyone except me.

Him:

No not everyone only people near to me

Me:

I was wishing u wud come over and talk to me.

Him:

Y? I got nothing to say.

Me:

Tell u the reason nxt sat. Tat is if u gg tkps.

Him:

...y u always like that ar?

Don tihink too much about things.

Everything is very simple, don complicate things.

Me:

Ok, then I tell u the reason now.

Cause i like you.

Tats y u c im always trying to stick to you.

Everytime i c u, i seriously felt like hugging u cos i freaking missed u.

Seeing u only 18 times every year, u tink i dun wana forgt u n jus treat u s a fren?

i cnt do it cos i really like u!

Somethings r nt meant to b heard frm mouth but to be felt by the heart.

Its super obvious tat i like u when i said jus nw, i wish u wud come talk to me.

N u asked y?

R u dumb or brainless?!

Cant u c tat i like u?

I was actually brave enuf to ask u abt y u dun wan a gf or wadever.

Do u rmb when is tat?

I wanted to say tat i like u face to face.

Bt since u finally asked y, let me tel u y.

Simply because i like you.

Him:

I know.

But I was waiting for u to back down cause I already told u the reason y i do not want any GF.

Any one who ask me I will reply the same thing.

Some things are better left unsay.

So please don continue this.

Me:

Thx for ur rejection.

Cn forget u more easily nw..

Him:

See thats what will happen if I reject anyone thats y i too try to give hints.

But anyway just treat this as a experience.

And also there are people who try to do the same thing like u, but back down sooner by themselves.

Of course don give up if u meet some others the next time cause I don think u did the wrong thing.

This time only meant it is still not ur time yet.

Me:

Ya ya ya, dun contact me for the moment..

Thx..

Him:

Sure don worry this message is the last

It all started by me at 6.30pm, yet ended by him at 7.18pm.

All alone.. At Clarke Quey, crying..

Looks like i'm not the first girl that confessed to him.

Jasmine

Diary 95.

Dear diary,

Ok many things had past la so..

I decided to summarise everything!!!

Just enjoy the photos below haha..

Yea you see this rabbit right? IT'S MADE MY THE BADMINTON RACKET EH!!!

I know that crazy but.. ITS TRUE!

Still located at Henderson market there but no more light and not so nice le..

CNY over le mah. Can't be blamed thou.. =/

Haha this rabbit..

That time first time outing together with Nicole and Daryl.

Went to prize station catch one.. Wa biang.

Wasted more than $10. FOL. lol..

Thanks to Nicole's the what camera (i forgot wad its called..)..

We can take this photo and print out straight together!!! =D

My mum went to SGH for some check up thing lol

She on purpose dun wan smile de.. XD

When she smile she super cute wan.. *loves*

Nicole gave me and Daryl this necklace!

Super cool de right?..

Ask her where she make she only replies dunno -.-

But anyway..

THANK YOU NICOLE!!!

Jasmine

Diary 94.

Dear diary,

I'M SO SORRY!!! Been just words and words and words for you these days..

Gomenasai.. =/

This time also is words so ya again.. SORRY!!! T-T

About today, I felt rather frustrated la..

Feeling damn super fucked up.

I was about to go USS work as.. Even I dunno what imma be doin.

Only was told to wait at 11am at Harborfront's pizza hut there..

Seemed like someone is suppose to come pick me up right?

Then this is what happened.

I reached there on time, like, on the dot la.

See no one, so I called back USS.

And the guy said i'm suppose to work on the 5th and 12th Feb.

WTF?! Then previously on the phone those confirmed dates are gone?!

Fucking irritated la NB..

Then he say what, want me get there on my own, so.. Fine.

After about a minute, I thought to myself..

(This is getting more and more confusing.)

(Fuck it la, better stop this now.)

So I called him back la, ask can I just cancel away all my CNY working days?

He was like yea yea sure, no prob. (But obviously he sounds angry, too.)

Then after putting down the phone, I took 145, go back home sleep.

If you can see, between me and that USS guy, is this connection.

Connection is the problem. But I can't say it here..

Tell you in private.

Anyway, was watching Momo Love just now on channel U.

This girl named Tao Hua likes this guy called Shi Lang.

This episode, she is like.. Die die wanna explain to Shi Lang why she kissed this guy that she don't even have interest in..

I was like, I felt like.. I'm not putting in any or much effort enough to get this guy who I like now too.

Her story is happy ending la, like normally in shows..

Shi Lang is together with Tao Hua lor..

So I thought to myself.. If only..

***** will be like this too.. =/

Jasmine

Diary 93.

Dear diary,

Singapore has been raining for quite awhile already for these few days!!

So as my cough eh, I finish my meds le but still coughing at times for more than 1 week already..

Lol as long as don't cough out blood can liao..

Yesterday was my first day at work!!

Haha I was selling ice creams at Tiong Bahru at level 4, just outside the arcade!

The name is called "Scoopy's and Cream" =D

Given below is the webby for this shop:

www.scoobysandcream.com

Tomorrow imma be meeting Angie and Sophia, 1.15pm at Tiong!

Gie's is gonna for her interview as the same job as me!!! woohoo!!

hopefully she gets in tomorrow haha..

I shall take a pic and let ya see how the shop looks like~

Just now, I went to the ITE webby to accept the offered course!

Yeah as you know, I am going ITE College East, doing Business Studies: Sports Management!

WOOHOO!! But i'll rather Hospitality Operations thou ._.

But nvm la.. at least im going back to school le..

Ever since i failed my o levels, TKD has courses means got tests mah, i've been passing them all!

TMD, if I din call ITE headquarters for my ID and Password i'm sure my course say good-bye liao.

Good thing I accepted it just before midnight! As in..

Cos they say gotta accept before 1st Feb..

Now just wait either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, Tues or Wed la, go ITE webby again.

Why? Cos I gotta see how much fees gotta pay..

Haha k la gtg liao.. my sis wans the com.

Jamate ne! (In jap = See you later!)

Jasmine