Diary 92.

Dear diary,

Diary.. Help me.. T-T

On Feb i'm sure i'll be a awkward meeting with him..

Hais..

Tell you more in private..

Jasmine

Diary 91.

Dear diary,

Ok firstly, just wanna say things happened on Saturday night..

Just wanna say the fish was sweet haha.. *Loves*

Ok back to main topic, TODAY!!!

I went to SGH with mummy to collect her medical report.

Hais.. Seemed like she gotta do dunno wad therapy lurh..

Now when waiting to pay the consultation fees, I go take photo for you to see Diary!! =D

Haha yeah, my full body!

If you realise, I first time tie my head like this haha.. XD

I LOVE THIS SHIRT TTM!!!!!

After giving fees, went to take cab back to the place where I see doctor.

See doctor liao then go home lor, lol where else?

Yes, I love this view from my house! *Loves*

Taken around 7pm+?

Haha ya thats why like rather dark lor..

Haha k la gtg for dinner liao..

Sayonara!

Jasmine

Diary 90.

Dear diary,

Ok, this is the continue part of diary 89..

That saturday was the grading help out day!

And I forgot to take photo. argh shit..

anyway, since thats over and plus i forgot take photo, lets skip that day then!

ok, now move on yesterday!! LOL!!!!

Ok, this photo is when I took with Daryl and Nicole cos.. I JUST FEEL LIKE IT!!! XD

And if you look at me properly, my EYES are CLOSED!

Thanks to this guy, below, which took at the right timing!!

Yes! And his name is Yong Sheng!!

Ok, tell you guys first, these 2 photos weren't taken yesterday, just wanna show you who are my TKD mates! *Loves*

HAHA NOW BACK TO THE MAIN POINT!!!

Yesterday, while Sir Jackie was talking about tournament stuffs, me, Nicole and Daryl were talking.

After talking, we started to just observe the students, to make sure they're not talking.

JUST THEN!!

XD!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh. My. Gosh.

Daryl first spotted, there is this student, little boy, who was sucking his finger.

Then Daryl like wth la, say he sucking the private part of his own WTH!!

Next, even WORSE!

The boy went to dig his nose (VERY EWWWW ALRDY, I KNOW!), THEN PUT INTO HIS MOUTH!!!!

OH FARK!!! LOL WTH SIA!!!!!

Me, Nicole and Daryl really wanna burst into laughter!!!

But cos we still in duty we were like really-wanna-LOL-but-cant that feeling!!

Ok last but not least, OH MY GOD.

That little boy..

WENT TO TASTE ANOTHER BOY'S TOE!

SO THE 3 OF US IS LIKE LAUGHING LIKE HELL AGAIN!!!

But same stuff, the really-wanna-LOL-but-cant that feeling!!!

Luckily we professional enough, after Sir Jackie is done, we carried on our duties la..

Guess I'll never ever forget this laughter we had man.. XD!!!

Jasmine

*Heart broken*

Dear diary,

Why do I always stupidly think it would be possible between me and him when I already know the truth that I will not, no, it's never, ever, be with him?..

F**k, I need a hug and really feel like crying now..

Jasmine

Diary 89.

Dear diary,

Erms.. Kinda tired so I'll try to keep this short uh..

Forgot to take photos. Shit.

Argh, tomorrow then say the real things bah..

Night people..

*Yawn*

Zzz..

Jasmine

Diary 88.

Dear diary,

Hiak hiak.. Tomorrow my cute mummy is coming back home..

Farking glad that her surgery went well and is done by the laser and not C-section way!!

Since she'll be coming home, this means she discharge la.

Sian, she 1pm then discharge, yet I gtg help out in TKD..

So, I planned morning to visit her lor, then around 11.30am leave SGH.

Shall be heading to TPY that area haha.. I dunno how to say the venue thou..

Oh yeah, shit sia, Wednesday night forgot to tell a student something.

Lucky today when I called the parent, asked her bring her to there around 1.30pm..

Hopefully tomorrow nothing goes wrong and everything goes right! =D

If I not wrong, tomorrow de dinner should be the big shots treating us again bah to thanks us for helping out the grading haha..

Message to Angie and Sophia: HEY BABES!!! Sorry tomorrow can't join you guys for dinner.. Cos I may be having the dinner with my TKD mates uh.. Sorry sorry.. =/

Yeah, and I just realised..

St Teresa's grad dinner is next sat!..

To be honest, I feel.. -_-'''

Also realised that my blog like no photo like that.

Imma be taking some photos tomorrow then haha..

Shall upload some photos so won't get bored when reading lurh!

1:08am now.. Gotta sleep..

Bye and nites people! *Loves*

Jasmine

Diary 87.

Dear diary,

My mummy will be going for womb-removal surgery tomorrow at 8.30am.

Imma be waking up at 7am later..

Haha so.. Should be sleeping soon lurh..

Of course, pray super hard that her surgery goes well and it did not spread! ^^

Btw, I've also know about my plans tomorrow...

1. Call 1800-CALL-ITE (1800-225-5483)

2. Know which ITE is nearest to my house

3. Get that ITE's number

4. Go there together bringing my certs and all

5. Apply for the course which I'm offered with and interested in it too

I know I am not as smart as my siblings already so..

I don't regret choosing this path.

Even though I had already told them it's not Taekwondo's fault that I failed 'O' levels.

In 2010, I temporary quited TKD to study for 'O'.

In the end I also failed.

Hopefully through this my family truly understands that, it's not TKD's fault lurh..

Looks like by the time I graduated from poly..

I'll be quite old lurh haha..

Means no guys wan me haha. I'm so unwanted sia..

Have friends and family but no romance love eh.

NVM LA!!

I am.. MISS INDEPENDENT!!!

Jasmine

Diary 86.

Dear diary,

Once again, I failed my 'O' levels. I repeat, AGAIN.

I fucking feel lost now.

What should I do next?

Should I go ITE or do 'O' levels for the 3rd time?

If ITE, what do I do to apply?
If 'O' levels, what are the steps to take right now?

Which should I choose exactly??

Seriously, Fuck My Life.

Hopefully from this, my family knows it's not TKD fault that I failed my 'O' levels.

They just don't get it, keep blaming TKD for failing my 'O' levels.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Seriously feel fucking lost.

Help..

Jasmine

Diary 85.

Dear diary,

What should I do?..

Every time at the day of the month, I'll feel like this.

Seriously, I really gotta control myself..

This is so frustrating! *Crack in the heart*

Why is he being nice to me in reality, SOMETIMES??

Yet treating me, replying me like shit in sms, ALWAYS??

Like.. Example this scenario.

The group wants this hot stuff.

But i'm the only one who can't have it. (As in.. Can't really accept it.)

Then, HE, voices out to the group that, I, can't have it.

It's like.. I dun mind they just order the hot stuff.

I really dun mind not having it..

But, the moment he noticed for me, I felt.. Delighted and sorrow at the same time.

Delighted that he finally notice for me.

Sorrow that.. I'm trying to forget him.

Someone please.. Help me forget this guy.. *Pieces of heart falling on the floor*

Jasmine