Must learn to accept it...

It has been 4 days ever since he told me that...
Yet I still remember every single words that came out of his mouth that night...
Just how long more must I then stop being sad already???
Looks like I still need sometime eh?...
Yesterday night at Taekwondo, I wasn't feeling well already...
But no choice but have to shout at the students as they were not paying attention...
In the end, I almost lost my voice but now still have la...
Just don't feel like talking as my throat still hurts...
Especially everyone morning when I woke up my throat is so sore that when speaking it hurts...
Now is sightly better le la...
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I really don't wish to know it at all...
He shouldn't have told me...
But I know his intention is not bad...He doesn't want to hurt me any longer...
Can somehow understand his difficulty...
By knowing this, I will still continue to...er...(Shy)
Continue to love you...
But we will still at least be friends right?Hee hee...
TO THOSE BASTARDS THAT AVOID ME WHEN YOU KNEW I LIKE YOU!...
YOU IDIOTS SHOULD GO TO HELL...
I CAN CHOP YOUR BODY TO PIECES AND FEED TO THE DOGS!!!
Eh no...TORTURE YOU FIRST THEN CHOP YOU!!!
GRR...Even if you know I like you also no need avoid me want what...Assholes...-_-'''
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When I knew the truth I just...
Don't feel like eating talking or doing anything...
But listen to Elva's Chong Dong...
Looks like I went overboard??...Now that i'm sick...
Cough cough...Sniff sniff...I don't feel well at all...
I must really learn to accept it...
We are just friends...Don't think about that night's conversation anymore...
But...I just can't do it...
I still need some time...=(