Sucky day.

Late for school today so 8.05am den reach school.
EZ-link card kana confiscated den after school need to back for detention 2 hours. -_-'''
So went to kayaking after that.
Jennifer, Nazeerah, Yue Ying, Jasmine Chua and Sheryl not playing.
(I don't understand at all. Don't want play den pay money and go there for what fuck?!)
(Are they scared they would capsize or something?)
(I hope this is their reason.)
So left with 30 students playing.
28 people all had partner.
Only me and Rishi is left.
But looking at him, I don't think he would want to partner with me.
So I also said I didn't want to play.
The feeling was terrible.
All of them had a partner they want to be with.
What about me??...
I tried holding back my tears but still, I shed it.
Some girls saw it and ask what happened.
But I can't say it...I felt so terrible that time...
Ms Tan saw it too and knew I was damn excited last night.
So she forced me and Rishi to co-operate and kayak together.
Partner-ing with him was fun, also slightly frustrated.
Fun as he is as always, full of nonsense.
Frustrating cos when I said the command, he row the other side.
Told him to say command he bo say...-_-'
Ok nvm...So we started kayaking.
One boat capsized, and reported they saw a jelly fish.
So the instructor advised us not to play capsizing each other.
As since there is one jelly fish, there should be alot more somewhere.
So we all had fun there. And I won't forget the terrible feeling...

Thus to be with friends, I'm willing to do anthing...
I just want to have friends...='(

So went back school and detention till 12.15pm
Fucking bored la.
Ok nvm went home after buying 2 custard puffs.
My left hand, till now, is quite weak.
And also, my forehead is cold ever since after kayaking.
My body seemed quite weak too but I don't think i'm sick.
I dun get sick easily.
Even if i am, i won't tell anyone.

I jus dun wan the same feeling in the morning...=(