Friday, February 5, 2010

Dairy 1.

Dear dairy,

It's been a long time ever since I wrote in you.
Many things have happened.
Well... I got my 'O' levels result on Jan 11, 3pm.
As I had expected, I failed my 'O' levels.

Of course, I got scolded by my 2nd brother.
My sister was like... Counselling me?? Ya.
My dad, mum and big bro was disappointed.
I admit, I din use all the time I have to seriously study...

Like normal people, I cried terribly.
In the end got headache and cried at the moment people talk about my result.
Even now, I feel like crying again.
I also remembered on the day I got my result, I went to work too.
They asked about my result, "I failed".
I started crying, and my senior hugged me...

Currently looking for a private school, probably MDIS.

Lastly, I also remembered that, I got too stressed.
In the end, I cut my left wrist and now there is a scar.
I don't regret it. However...
No matter what I do, nothing can make a stand.

My true choice is just to go higher nitec, poly, diploma, work.

If only I did not fail my 'O' levels...

Jasmine

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