Dairy 2.

Dear dairy,

These days, it seemed quite easy for me and my sister to have a tiff easily.

is it called tiff? ah wadever la, is like quarrel.

yesterday, sunday, we were shouting at each other across the road, people passing by looked at us.

wad happened is, cos i was alone, i listen to music loudly.

she was trying to catch up wif me cos need me bring home sushi.

we quarreled till she was so angry that she threw the sushi on the floor.

thus i jus walked away, on the way putting the left side of ear piece on my ear.

den i heard her again. and there we go, shouting at each other.

i jus wanna noe, when ur alone, who doesnt concentrate fully on his/her music??

fuck.

den today, cos of my com's internet problem, my big bro ask me to tell my sis to call starhub wad happen.

den my sis call me and complain say she not always free to call.

and so, we quarrel on the phone, cos she ask me go check on the com.

'Now?', i asked. 'What you doing now?', my sis asked.

said i watching tv, but she din hear me, i dunno, so i ask her wan me go check com now is it?

she ask wad i doin, i say watch tv, she ask watch tv wad?

i say tv show la, den she put down phone.

of cos, i was like what the fuck.

whatever. i only know, i did not do anything wrong.

and jus wads wrong with ite? as wad i said, no matter wad i do, i dun make a stand in this family.

i still rather going higher nitec more den doin sec 5 again...

but since they wan me do o again den i do lor.

No matter what I do, I am not good enough in their eyes.

Good memories were long gone from my memory, as they were just temporary happiness.

Bad memories were still inside my memory, as they were permanent hurt.

Jasmine