Diary 41.

Dear diary,

I was more obedient today and studied for... hm...
Around till the moon appears??
I didn't see how long I studied lol.

Also, by looking at you, you look great in this new outfit!!
Sweet & Pink! Totally lovable haha...

Hm... Diary... ZL's MSN is like just for fun??
Therefore I said everything about my feelings to him in MSN...
When I first like him...
When I like him even more...
When I didn't like him...
Everything...
Now I felt quite confused...
Should I be looking forward to him signing in the MSN, or not?
I don't know...

In my mind, I sometimes get reminded of the 10mins, just the 2 of us, walk.
I know this is over, but I just thought of many things to say!!
Shoot.
Forget it... Let bygone be bygones...
Every month I look forward to see him...
Even though most probably he won't turn up, because of his school work.
I guess maybe this friday I will SMS him again?
Hope he is managing everything smoothly and not over stress...

Still in a crush with you ZL.

(PLEASE DON'T TURN OUT TO BE A GAY!! I WILL FAINT!)

Jasmine