Diary 94.

Dear diary,

I'M SO SORRY!!! Been just words and words and words for you these days..

Gomenasai.. =/

This time also is words so ya again.. SORRY!!! T-T

About today, I felt rather frustrated la..

Feeling damn super fucked up.

I was about to go USS work as.. Even I dunno what imma be doin.

Only was told to wait at 11am at Harborfront's pizza hut there..

Seemed like someone is suppose to come pick me up right?

Then this is what happened.

I reached there on time, like, on the dot la.

See no one, so I called back USS.

And the guy said i'm suppose to work on the 5th and 12th Feb.

WTF?! Then previously on the phone those confirmed dates are gone?!

Fucking irritated la NB..

Then he say what, want me get there on my own, so.. Fine.

After about a minute, I thought to myself..

(This is getting more and more confusing.)

(Fuck it la, better stop this now.)

So I called him back la, ask can I just cancel away all my CNY working days?

He was like yea yea sure, no prob. (But obviously he sounds angry, too.)

Then after putting down the phone, I took 145, go back home sleep.

If you can see, between me and that USS guy, is this connection.

Connection is the problem. But I can't say it here..

Tell you in private.

Anyway, was watching Momo Love just now on channel U.

This girl named Tao Hua likes this guy called Shi Lang.

This episode, she is like.. Die die wanna explain to Shi Lang why she kissed this guy that she don't even have interest in..

I was like, I felt like.. I'm not putting in any or much effort enough to get this guy who I like now too.

Her story is happy ending la, like normally in shows..

Shi Lang is together with Tao Hua lor..

So I thought to myself.. If only..

***** will be like this too.. =/

Jasmine