An expected rejection.

Deary diary,

It all started yesterday, exactly at 6.30pm, I was at Clarke Quey.

Me:

Did u realise we didnt talk at all today? Besides the 5 dollars thing..

Him:

No cause I don talk alot today

Me:

No is u talked to everyone except me.

Him:

No not everyone only people near to me

Me:

I was wishing u wud come over and talk to me.

Him:

Y? I got nothing to say.

Me:

Tell u the reason nxt sat. Tat is if u gg tkps.

Him:

...y u always like that ar?

Don tihink too much about things.

Everything is very simple, don complicate things.

Me:

Ok, then I tell u the reason now.

Cause i like you.

Tats y u c im always trying to stick to you.

Everytime i c u, i seriously felt like hugging u cos i freaking missed u.

Seeing u only 18 times every year, u tink i dun wana forgt u n jus treat u s a fren?

i cnt do it cos i really like u!

Somethings r nt meant to b heard frm mouth but to be felt by the heart.

Its super obvious tat i like u when i said jus nw, i wish u wud come talk to me.

N u asked y?

R u dumb or brainless?!

Cant u c tat i like u?

I was actually brave enuf to ask u abt y u dun wan a gf or wadever.

Do u rmb when is tat?

I wanted to say tat i like u face to face.

Bt since u finally asked y, let me tel u y.

Simply because i like you.

Him:

I know.

But I was waiting for u to back down cause I already told u the reason y i do not want any GF.

Any one who ask me I will reply the same thing.

Some things are better left unsay.

So please don continue this.

Me:

Thx for ur rejection.

Cn forget u more easily nw..

Him:

See thats what will happen if I reject anyone thats y i too try to give hints.

But anyway just treat this as a experience.

And also there are people who try to do the same thing like u, but back down sooner by themselves.

Of course don give up if u meet some others the next time cause I don think u did the wrong thing.

This time only meant it is still not ur time yet.

Me:

Ya ya ya, dun contact me for the moment..

Thx..

Him:

Sure don worry this message is the last

It all started by me at 6.30pm, yet ended by him at 7.18pm.

All alone.. At Clarke Quey, crying..

Looks like i'm not the first girl that confessed to him.

Jasmine